Back up again

Sometimes when that particular day of the week comes
when we are usually together,
when you travel from your own part of the world
to bring your love magic into my own world
and for some reason we cant make it this time,
we cant be together,
my body aches so badly for your lovemaking
for your nourishing energy
that I become depleted
empty
discouraged
withdrawal symptoms kicking in.
I drag myself through my daily routine
and feel sorry for myself
not even knowing what's wrong
not even bothering to call you
because I dont feel like imposing my crappy mood on you.

Τhen you seek me out
through any kind of medium
and at first a sense of relief
washes over me
unmistakably there.

We talk
and after a while
I realise I'm feeling energised,
revitalised,
like I had a good night's sleep
and my usual happy self again.

Baby, I'm addicted to the high
your energy gives me...