Always

My thoughts are
always
ALWAYS
always with you.

Even when we're not talking or texting.

I 'm always trying hard
to be
worthy
of your precious love....

And to create what's needed
for our future together

Among a million other things

I love you

among other things, 

a million other things,

because

I see it clearly in your eyes

that you believe I'm beautiful.


And the more I see it 

reflected in your eyes

the more I believe it

 the more I become 

my most ageless

powerful,

beautiful 

and ecstatic me ever...


Then you, in turn,

can see your youthful perfection 

reflected in my eyes.


A taste of eternal life to come..

Heady

''Don't park the car this close to the edge'', 
she asks.
''I get dizzy..''

But she soon forgets 
about her fear of heights
because their lovemaking
 is by far
a much headier drug 
than heights...

Nothing like it

You give me pleasure 

not just with your body

but also through your words,

your breath,

your thoughts.

Our blended consciousness

making our union

far more intense

than physical touch.

But your touch?

There aint nothin' in the whole wide world

like your touch...

Soon

Soon I'll be in your arms again
trembling from pleasure, 
your heart,
your mind,
your dick,
your magic combined.

Oh, and your tender kisses afterwards...

All I want

To be able
to count your heartbeats
before I fall asleep.

That's all I want..

Thunder rumbling

Last day of their first-ever vacation.
Torrential rain.
flashing lightning.
Tea-lights reflected in the mirrors.

Slowly, 
sensually,
lovingly
enjoying his body
and relishing every moment of it
all night long....

Falling asleep on his stomach
and waking up in his arms
as her menstrual flow gushes forth
reminding her of her goddess-like
goddess-giving
goddess -creating
nature...

Basking

Each time he listens to her,
providing a sympathetic ear,
 giving her a mental hug
surrounding her 
with his warmth of understanding
she feels the sun coming up in her heart.


Basking in the warmth of his caring....

SO happy that you did

Yes, I am totally open 
and leave nothing on my heart 
and I bleed out onto you
all my secrets
and wishes
and cravings
 and you accept me 
so fully , 
so completely,
that I realize
only love could do this, 
could accept in this way,
 support in this way.

 And it’s so precious 
that I don’t exactly know 
why you were given to me, 
but I am just going to accept you
 completely and fully too, 
without wondering about 
why you picked me.

Just being so, SO happy that you did..

Soothing

It's been forever
since she last doubted his love
or how he feels about her
and this kind of serenity,
this feeling of being secure in his love
is so soothing 
so empowering
that she basks in it,
soaking it all in,
grateful,
appeciative.

Content...

The Power of Love

Realising
you are the first person 
I've been this close, soulwise.

Realising this is so
because you bring out the best in me
the most vulnerable,
open and sweet
version of my self.

Realising, through this,
how transformative love is.
How it makes me
the best version of myself
How it lifts me up
and because it is a source of strength
a source of solace,
helping me lift other people up as well.

How the power of love
is stronger
than anything else indeed..

Possibly

Suddenly, it seems doable.
Suddenly, we are both on the exact same page about it
Suddenly, the future feels possible

And ladden with promises of happiness ...

And yours

Looking at old and new pictures of mine

and realising

how much I am transformed

 by your love,

body and soul.

Untangling my identity from yours

seems nearly impossible to me now,

Feeling scared of the intensity of this truth, 

Feeling blissful because of the intensity of this truth,

knowing how rare it is 

to be and feel this way with someone.

Feeling blessed and humbled.

And yours...

And this is when I first felt it

Sitting in that cafe
in your part of the world 
on our first real date..

That moment 
when  I told you
 the things that were on my mind,
the burden in my heart
that I had been crazy afraid to say,
 and you just looked at me
 in the most heartbreakingly beautiful way, 
(as if I had already told you before),
a gleam of recognition of a kindred spirit
in your kind eyes,
looking at me like,
 “why was this such a big deal to tell me?”

And I felt it,
felt it going through me
the electrifying feeling:
''I'm as much in love with the real him
as with his crafted persona.....''

Those times

Those times
 when you do something
 so intimate, 
so sweet,
so adoringly thoughtful
and I'm like
''Oh my, he knows me. He really knows me. ''

Then my heart calming down a bit more,
melting a bit more, 
as you convince me,
yet again, 
that you’re not messing around with my heart,
telling me that you know me well.

Telling me that
not only you're accepting my quirks,
my perceived shortcomings,
but actually, 
dear God, how sweet is that,
actually loving them...

Spooning

Because you spooning me,`
kissing my neck and cheek
on repeat mode,
is even more bliss
than the orgasmic bliss you've just given me

Starved and Fed

I was starved for love.
Never had enough,
to fill me up,
both emotionally and physically and intellectually.
I could find one kind,
only to realise
I was dearly missing the others.

Just for once,
I needed the entire package
I wanted to know
what it feels like
to have all your needs met.

Then you came along
and fed me so much love
I couldn't take any more
( until the next time)

And not just once.
Repeatedly
For years.

Happy Fucking Anniversary,
my love.

God bless you